Janya

So f*n frustrated! This whole freaking trip to Gävle was totally unneccesary, A huge timeconsumer and just bad, bad, bad!!!! OMG I'mso annoyed right now. First, the stupid train to Gävleisdelayed - with an hour! Then it becomes even more delayed before we get to the city. Then there is no train back until 15.30 - 3 ½ hours later!! And I already have way too mutch to do...

On top of that i forgot my cellphone. Great day, just freaking great.

This is a really strange feeling. It's so hard to fokus on one thing a the time, my mind is racing and I can't slow it down... so much to do, oh well... maybe not too much, actually, no too much at all, but I'm lacking routine and therefore I find it hard to start all those things... 

So, I'm packing my bag to go to Gävle. It's not the best time of the month, the train is usually pretty cold and my bag heavy (well, i guess I can blame myself for that), at the same time as I like the class I'm in and it feels good knowing that I'll soon have my bechelors degree in Drama Pedagogics. 

OK. Now it's time to start doing stuff, and not procrastinate anymore. Things like homework. And work. And stuff. Oh well, it's better to actually starting to do them than just bitcha about it. So I guess just writing this is a waste of time? Or maybe it will function as a kick to get me to do it!!

Life play jokes with you sometimes, in cace noone noticed. One moment, everything is set and "don't worry, be happy" is a perfect quote for your life. Then, all of a sudden, everything is turned upside down, uncertainity is flowing through your veins and the only thing you are certain about is that you're not certain about anything at all!